tetiba jek

hye2 yoLs ;)
jumpe lg kte kt blog aku yg x cun ni
lame dh diam..
now cam rajen la plak..
tgk ppl around yg very da-rajen hapdate,
sgt envy pun ada..
masa???
sy ade itu..cume x mngizinkan saje..
alasan semata kan..

wut else nk update kan..
life..love..
____________________ ?
da same things.
but except for who got xtra mase..
rajen sunggoh..
evybdys got act..

sigh......
menanti mase saje..
cukup ke sume nk d siapkan?
ok..stop think too much
(^______^)
let it go with da flow.

camne la korang leh cite byk2 kat blog ni kan..
mybe nk ade timing jg kot..
ade isi..
cam tulis karangan...
kalo nk terjah je memng zero la
end up?
merapu + meraban

so, let us cntnue soon.
brb

he left me again

ye.sile tgk title kali ni.
so SAD!
u left me again.sigh~
my day will start to empty.
day by day
with or without my notice.

i hav through all days without u.
sounds weird!
cuz i got u all da tymes.
most of it.
BUT BOT NOW FER SURE
sigh again______

(^____^)
dis is da smile u can see b4
but not today onwards.
u may hav to see tis type of smile:
=..(
or shud i say im crying!

________________________________
end of hearts feelin.♥

menulis lagi

ha..afta a long time kan..
there u go..
behabuk sakan blog saye.
fuhhhh..
kind of bz je dgn ape2 aje
around me.
so here sum photos of wat happen lately

we are 1 malaysia..
me + alli + pinky
during dinner



eeiii..ni cape ni ha??
ni la ADRIAN aka CO'ET
nape gg coet cume beco2?? eii..mokde geram la nan coet ni..
bw mam kfc suke eh..


time dinner lagi nih..gni la muke kalo mekap sndiri kan..apo nk buek..xreti..men bubuh2 je..tp tang bulu mate pelsu tuh yg suke!! thx adik ;)


yang ni plak act..b4 p dinner..kire try2 dulu la..hehehe..cam ok cam x ok..tah le..last2 hancus gak mekap time dinner..dr ptng smp mlm, mau x cair..

hurm..cite baru..
wawa saye saket..blum tenat la..
tapi kan...
mcam agak parah jika d biarkan..
mak.tolong jage wawa ok!
wa: t kakak blik, kte p klinik eh.
=(

ada apa dengan cinta

Aku lari ke hutan, kemudian menyanyiku
Aku lari ke pantai, kemudian teriakku
Sepi-sepi dan sendiri
Aku benci

Aku ingin bingar,
Aku mau di pasar Bosan
Aku dengan penat,Dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika Ku sendiri

Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai, biar mengaduh sampai gaduh,
Ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang di tembok keraton putih,
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya, biar terdera

Atau aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?
enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika kusendir
bosan aku dengan penat







y suddenly igt tis poem.
hheeheh..
syiok kan kalo sesekali terJIWANG
but not often la..
melayan perasaan..
lonely~

rase x dihargai..
betol ke?
maybe not..im wrongly judging him.
n i said i HATE him.
sorry...

counting

ysterday was 9/11/10 :
was da 2nd day without him
dun ask me how i feel..damn bored! sigh~
mcm orng gilak!
but bot 100% crezy. ;)
syg..pls cepat balik.pinces indu ;(
u ade indu i x?
i tgu u mlm2 dtg ajak i p mkn.
tp xde.
i tau i xbiase.i hv to face tis.
susah sgt.
i indu + ingat u all da times
u igt i?
im crying b4 sleep.every night.
dono..juz miss u
but dat was da fastest way tidokn PINCESS
ZzZzzzZZzz = dreaming

today 10/11/10:
ye.memng betol.
once kte jaoh.
kte gado2 aje.
why syg?
bukn i suke cr gaduh.
u yg cari gara2. ;)
gado seminit dua? ape kejadahnye kte cmtu
tp tu la yg tejadi
u salu ckp
" u ni asal i juah je, u mst mudy kan.."
i hate dat ayat!
u jahat.
ckp i xpham keje u.
i paham tawu ;(
it was u who dun get wut i meant
im upset!
takmo kwn ngan u 2mgu ok!
i xmudy ok..i layan feeling aje..

emosi

its been a long time aku x update blog aku ni..tah knape..y?? dun ever ask me bout dat..juz maybe i feel like im not in a mud lately..n besides, wut else to say n write? bout the evyday rutins? i think its enuf for me to know dat. ;)not to say dat ngade or wut, but oh come on..its my personal ok..respect rilex respon ;)..hahahaa..

sigh~ again..i know my hearts n my feelin was unpredictable juz now.i know y..im sure i know it.don wanna talk bout it lah.once i story, da tears may fall down..extremely faster than ever! trust me ;)..owh, some says dat im gettin skinny..hell yuh! how dare uoLz..huh..hurmm...am i????

being skinny + skeleton is not my option..but y ppl get used to col me dat? ;( im crying alone..how to work on it? im gettin married yawww..gv sum tips. but if its related with milk/cheese/or anythg white colour n milky smelly, naah..pls say NO!!

ESOK is friday 22.10.10...yay, clear pety cash n cuti until tuesday ;) happy for cuti n rest..sad for sygku..cian u xde kwn nti kan i xde..tp jap je u..t kte col2 n msg2 k..its been a long time i xblik kwn dgn mak lame2..t i balik, kwn u smule k..mke sure u tke ur meals ikut time.jgn x mkn plak..n if theres anythg, let me know.
luv ya bucuk

write again

wut a day..with haze since ysterday.. ;( hope it back to normal la..cant get used to it..its wed! two days to go..fri i hav to left him until tuesdy! syg wait for me k..lame i x balik umh mak lame2..n act i wanna go away from HER.u know wut i meant. go away from all da stress dat ive faced everyday. i need sum space for myself..need a therapy mayb..need a peacful rest eva!! i wish fer dat. mak promis me oredy not to tell her.i keep dat in mind.
while im not there with u, it doesnt meant i dun love u..i did..n u know dat rite..asik nk tulis2 psl feelin2 ni kan..kang u muak plak..hehehe..org len pn muak jg kot..xpe..i smpn cket2 for future ok.. ;) enuf for tis..lame dh u left any komen kat my FB..blog??? lg la..heheheh.dats ok..i know u r not in passion bout those thgs..but kalo u rajen tglkan la ayat2 cinta sket..hehehe..pinses syukeeee sgt tawuuu..
erm...t free2 lg i tulis2 la..ni cam dh penat jek..sok kje lg kan..mish yu sgt mocet..cup cup ;)

kerinduan sama c WAWA

Haa....kali tah nape aku dh terRAJEN sgt la plak nk hupdate2 blog ni..aku rase kn, aku free sgt tau.xtau nk wtpe agkny..tu yg tetibe jek rajen..tp ok wat =) arini keje cam biase je..tp hati ade pnas cket..let it be la..small matter...yay, bile igt aku cuti isnin n selasa dpn tos mud jd ok la..senyum je..n suddenly i miss wawa a lot..wa, mgu ni kkk balik k..wa tgu je..t kkk mndikan wa..mak ckp wa mkin noty kt kg,nape x dgr ckp mak?? wa ni suke degil2..t mak pkul wa, wa majuk lari..isk..kakk indu wawa sgt taw..tgu kakak eh..tp cian plak my mocet ne tgl xde kwn nti..lame x blik umh mak lame2.n act i wanna get more rest there..xpyh pk keje..mst sonok..heheeh..syg, u jgn cedih2 k i xde..i indu u jg nti..tb2 tingt plak teman u p guntg rmbt td..act kan, anne tu xpnd ckp malay sgt..camne die bleh paham plak u nk ptg ambut ek..musykil la..anyway, im so full tonite..thx syg ajak i mam..luv ya..

life was so lethargy

i dono whut happen to me tis few days. feels like sume x kena..da reason?? dun ask me..i dun hav d answer.wait a minute,but maybe i GOT..hes not around..even for a 2-3days only??? owh dun be shocked to read tis ok..its a normal thg for us as a WOMEN.n for all women out there, dun lie bout tis feelin. ;) sad but true. ppl might vomit to heard tis.
but syg, tis is real.i know u gettin mad oredy to face ol tis while u were there.but pls put urself as me.u may know wut i feel..GOD did a great job to created a man n woman..with diff types of everythg..daty y u cant simply assume i can be like u..or mybe u wil say dat, " if i can, so do u!" itu x smestinye..
da way we thnks bout sumthg is dif kan..sorry syg for make u feel menyamph dgn i..kind of gedik or ngade x btempt pd u, but for me..i rili feel dat way..i cant ctrl maself..ive try act, but i cant..but thgs wud back tp normal once u were these bside me..trust me ok..heheheh